Rafo Polk’s life on the streets after leaving home
Cry MachoRafo Polk’s life on the streets after leaving home is presented first as a problem of absence: his mother has given him up, and even a determined searcher cannot readily find him. The scattered reports of errands and theft lead Mike Milo through Mexico City’s markets, alleys, and gambling rooms. When Mike finally recognizes Rafo at an illegal cockfight, the boy appears dirty, confident, and at ease among older youths. His street life is therefore both precarious and socially organized: he is difficult to locate, but he has learned to move through adult spaces and handle himself there.
Family Rupture and Reported History
When Mike asks Lexa where Rafo might be, she first describes her son as a monster and imagines the respectable, clean, deferential child others might expect from a well-dressed photograph. Her outburst gives no account of a particular offense that would justify the label. The narration instead suggests that the intensity of her rage conceals heartbreak, although Lexa does not openly express such vulnerability. Her drink shakes in her hand, a physical sign of distress at odds with her insistence that Mike give up.
Lexa places Rafo in gutters, alleyways, and gambling places. She says a friend saw him running errands in El Picador, and that he had nearly been caught stealing twice: once at a jai alai game and once at Mercado de la Merced. These are reports rather than scenes Mike has witnessed, so they establish the routes and risks attributed to Rafo without showing exactly what he did or why. Asked when she gave him up, Lexa says it was two or three years earlier; when Mike points out that Rafo would then have been only eight or nine, she bitterly answers that she gave him up on the day he was born. The exchange makes the estrangement seem older than Rafo’s reported life on the streets, while leaving its beginnings unexplained.
A Child Difficult to Find
Mike’s search begins with the stark possibility that Rafo would be an easy kidnapping target: in Mike’s assessment, nobody would miss him, and the risk to a kidnapper would be low. Yet the supposed ease of the crime contrasts with the practical impossibility of locating the boy. Mike is a stranger to the city and its language. After four days in Mexico City, he still cannot order a meal in a local restaurant; gestures and pointing are poor tools for finding a runaway child. The search thus starts from a dehumanizing calculation about Rafo’s vulnerability, while exposing how little Mike actually knows about the city or the boy.
Mike searches by day with a map, concentrating not on monuments but on back streets and poorer districts: the alleys behind Plaza Garibaldi, Calle Bolivar, Avenida El Salvador, the streets near the bullfighting arena, dead-end vecindades, and footpaths in the slums. At night he follows Lexa’s limited leads. At Frontón, the jai alai court in Plaza de la República, the crowds make recognition nearly impossible. The stadium is packed, the players whip hard balls from baskets strapped to their arms, and men in red berets shout odds and take bets in the aisles. Mike is looking for an eleven-year-old from a photograph taken five years earlier, but the photograph offers little distinction among the many dark-haired, dark-eyed boys around him.
The next night, Mike goes from bar to bar drinking Coca-Cola until he finds El Picador, the café where Rafo was reportedly seen running errands. It lies in a narrow back passage beneath a workshop that processes animal hair. After a midnight floor show, Mike sees no child in the audience and wonders what errands would even need to be done there. The proprietor offers his wife as an errand runner, explaining that nobody else is available. The episode does not confirm Lexa’s report; it shows how a lead can bring Mike to a place that appears to have little connection to the child he seeks.
Mistaken Recognition and the Market
At Mercado de la Merced, Mike believes he has finally found Rafo among the hawkers. Children of many ages sell goods there, from single cloves of garlic and empty flour sacks to mushrooms and peyote. Mike singles out a boy selling lottery tickets whose face resembles the old snapshot and whose apparent age seems right. The boy’s shrill, clear sales pitch gives Mike the illusion that he can understand him, but the child does not understand English.
Mike buys a ticket and points toward the outdoors, hoping to speak away from the market noise. As soon as he suggests that the boy leave with him, the child’s family closes around them: his mother and father, a large man Mike takes for an uncle, and an old woman. The boy is not Rafo but a beloved member of a proud, confrontational family. Mike squeezes through the group and runs. The mistake is more than a failure of resemblance. Mike realizes that the real Rafo, having lived in the United States until age six, should know at least some English; the lottery seller’s inability to understand him becomes a clue that this is the wrong child. The scene exposes the danger in treating a photograph and age estimate as sufficient knowledge, and it leaves Mike convinced that more mistakes are likely unless he gets help from Howard Polk.
Rafo at the Cockfight
Mike eventually finds Rafo at an illegal cockfight. In the dim stall, a smoking kerosene lamp hangs above the ring, surrounded by roughly dressed men and boys. The owner of a gleaming bronze gamecock impatiently calls Rafo by name. Rafo rises from a crouch on the floor. He is no cleaner than the others—in fact, he is dirtier—and seems older than eleven, as old as the teenagers around him. His grime is described as if he wears it as a badge of toughness. Unlike the indistinguishable child in the snapshot, this Rafo is recognized by his place among the gamblers and by the confidence with which he handles his bird.
Rafo carries a spotless white rooster with a high red comb around the circle for inspection. The boys examine every toe; the onlookers’ silence gives the bird approval. Coins and bills are placed on an old oil drum as bets, and Rafo and the other handler take their positions opposite one another. Both make rasping noises to excite their roosters. The other man pulls a wing feather; Rafo holds his bird’s beak so it can barely breathe for a moment. After a signal, they release the gamecocks and the fight begins. Rafo is not merely present at the gathering: he participates with practiced command in its ritual of inspection, betting, provocation, and release.
A police whistle sounds from the alley almost as soon as Mike gets a clear view of the ring. Lights, a motorcycle, and a police car flood the plaza; the spectators curse and scramble. Someone throws the kerosene lantern into the courtyard, where spilled oil turns it into a bonfire. A gunshot follows the police shouts, and the fugitives heed the warning. The raid ends the cockfight, but the scene does not establish what happens to Rafo afterward. Its significance lies instead in the contrast it makes unmistakable: the abandoned, supposedly unfindable child is also a capable participant in a dangerous world of older boys, adult gamblers, and sudden police violence.
Narrative Significance
Rafo’s street life reaches the reader indirectly before it becomes visible. Lexa’s statements establish abandonment and reported petty crime; Mike’s fruitless search turns the city into a sequence of plausible but unreliable leads; the cockfight finally supplies a direct encounter. This progression matters because Mike’s initial confidence rests on assumptions about a child he has never met, while each failed lead demonstrates the limits of those assumptions. Even the snapshot that seems to identify Rafo first directs Mike toward another boy.
The episodes also hold vulnerability and agency together without resolving them into a single portrait. Rafo is an eleven-year-old whom his mother says she has given up, and he is exposed to theft accusations, gambling spaces, and a police raid. Yet at the cockfight he is not passive or bewildered: he handles his rooster confidently and is treated as a participant by the others present. The narrative offers no explanation of how he entered this world or what he hopes to gain from it. Instead, the contrast between his childhood age and his composed behavior makes his street life legible through concrete actions, while the search for him remains shaped by uncertainty.